Oh heyyyyyy...
As it turns out, matters of the heart are in fact, felt in the middle torso of the body.  There's the slight leap of joy and a missed heart beat when something wonderful happens - something elatious.  Of course, on the other side, there is the stab.  I'm not even going to bother explaining this one - we have all been there.  The punch - the stab- the yank.  Whatever you want to call it.  When it is good - it's great.  And it is.  Really, really, great.  But. Apparently, as I am being reminded as I write this, my thoughts are irrevelent.

Things I know TODAY:
* Being adored is really the best.  Once that wains, its time to reexamine.  Easier said than done.
* I am a psycho about change.  I need to leave more to chance - and erase old phone numbers.
* Nobody is worth this many tears.  They wouldn't make me cry if they were worth it.
Right?
...I know, I'm just complaining.